Help me please girls(and maybe some guys)?

ok so im 14 and i feel sooooo ual, its like i want to have (im a virgin) and masturbate all the time. i watch and do bad things on cam websites(never showing face) buts its not enough. i want to as well but i cant, its so fustrating. i worked on myself for an hour and i still didnt get one. i cant go out and get a vibrator or anything so what should i use?? and ive already tried it in the shower but that didnt work.